meeting someone unexpectedly who becomes so important to you is such an unbelievably special thing
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Yeah. I am jealous.. and fuck you for it. You’re living my life, the life I was meant to live. Fuck you.

Kids who are rejected by their dads are more likely to have social anxiety. Studies show children with heterosexual parents face increased loneliness when they’re rejected by either parent, but only rejection by their fathers leads to lasting social anxiety and difficulty forming friendships. Source Source 2
Well this makes alooooot of sense!
It feels so good to dream about a girl being my wife who is not you. I have dreamt of you for so many fucking years now, so many years of dreaming of this girl whom I thought I was in love with. Someone that never treated my right someone who always made my feel like shit at the end of the day. Finally I have a dream of someone I have never met before, or maybe I have and I just don’t remember but It felt so damn good. It felt so real. It was just pure friendship and love that I felt between me and this girl. And we were having a baby and I remember feeling like; wow this is my baby, I’m having a fucking baby! I finally felt what real love feels like I think, a love that isn’t overshadowed all the time by some big dark rain cloud, that’s always showering down on me with past memories of how you fucked me so fucking hard. All the time. You were bad to me, really bad. And you made me think that I was the bad one. I never cheated on you I never wronged you. And the times that I thought that I wronged you, I didn’t. Except for calling you some bad names occasionally, I treated you like a fucking queen, like all I wanted was what was best for us and for you to stop hurting me. Fuck you for making me think other wise. really. fuck you for that.